I am an empty shell with no soul;
A soul that has been taken away
By a devil pretending to be an angel.
I was murdered by deception;
Deceived by the “angel” I trusted with my life
And let her take away.
I know now what is the truth:
The devil in the black dress
Will always remain in my heart
And I will continue to pretend I don’t cry anymore.
Journal Entry 09-24-1996